Friday, April 24, 2009

Jenuh

Sayang,
Tahukah kau, aku rindu
semua yang kulalui di masa lalu
saat tak terbebani dengan deadline kawin karena usia yang menua
(hey bukannya baru 24?)
tak harus bertanggung jawab terhadap gaji tiap tanggal dua lima
tak merasa sepi karena tak ada siapapun di sini

Sayang,
aku rindu masa lalu ku
seandainya waktu bisa ku atur
semauku
maka aku akan berhenti di tiga tahun yang lalu

Teman-temanku sayang,
Tahukan kau, tak enak hidup di kota asing sendiri
dan kau hanya mendapati kau tak bisa mengendalikan semua
seperti persis yang kau inginkan
sehingga semua terasa nyaman, bagimu

Maka rebutlah waktu, kawan
meski ada satu titik dimana kita harus pasrah dengan keadaan
tak berarti menyerah, bukan?

(dedicate to my housemate in Surabaya, if you know how much I long for you...)

2 comments:

  1. And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives

    Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
    I keep thinking times will never change
    Keep on thinking things will always be the same
    But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
    No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
    And if you got something that you need to say
    You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
    Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
    These memories are playing like a film without sound
    And I keep thinking of that night in June
    I didn't know much of love
    But it came too soon
    And there was me and you
    And then we got real cool
    Stay at home talking on the telephone with me
    We'd get so excited, we'd get so scared
    Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
    And this is how it feels

    ( 1 )
    As we go on
    We remember
    All the times we
    Had together
    And as our lives change
    Come whatever
    We will still be
    Friends Forever

    So if we get the big jobs
    And we make the big money
    When we look back now
    Will our jokes still be funny ?
    Will we still remember everything we learned in school ?
    Still be trying to break every single rule
    Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man ?
    Can we ever find a job that won't interfere with a tan ?
    I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
    And this is how it feels

    ( repeat 1 )

    La, la, la, la
    Yeah, yeah, yeah
    La, la, la, la
    We will still be friends forever

    Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now ?
    Can we survive it out there ?
    Can we make it somehow ?
    I guess I thought that this would never end
    And suddenly it's like we're women and men
    Will the past be a shadow that will follow us 'round ?
    Will these memories fade when I leave this town
    I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
    Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

    by Vitamin C
    "Graduation"

    baca tulisan km bikin aku terharu jeng.
    betapa aku merasakan duniaku pun saat ini juga telah berubah.
    dan terkadang aku pun merindukan saat-saat kebersamaan kita dengan teman2 kita dulu.
    miz u jeng.

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  2. wattss.. postingan terakirnya lama kalee..
    apa udah ganti blog nih??

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